| Location | Dundee |
| Age | 17 years |
| Date of Birth | 02/02/1991 |
| Date of Death | 24/08/2008 |
| Visitors | 6,748 since 06/03/2009 |
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~ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ ♥ † ♥ ~WE MISS YOU TEZ
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.I lost my precious daughter terri,who was my baby girl,my best friend and my life and soul on sunday 24 august 08.Terri was 17, a happy,funny,outgoing girl who was well known and liked~ ♥ † ♥ ~.She had been at a party where she met a 24 year old man who had given her some kind of drug we found out later,she had come home on the saturday early hours and just popped her head in and said she was going to bed,i didnt think anything of it as i knew she had been at a party,she seemed okay,we said goodnight n love you's and went to bed..~ ♥ † ♥ ~Next day i was up and had been busy cleaning,hanging out washing but after a time noticed that she hadnt got up and right then felt something was wrong,as i went up to her room i could feel this feeling of dread,i found her all covered up in the quilt as if she was sleeping but she was gone,she didnt wake up,i couldnt take it in,looking back the noises that came from me that day were something i had never heard before,sounding more animal than human,i had never felt pain and hurt like it,now i know that sound and feelings must be worldwide for everyone losing someone so precious to them,the nightmare had begun,.~ ♥ † ♥ ~an investigation was started and by monday it was in national newspapers but they made their own story,we were still trying to find out what happened but they wanted to sell newspaper,their story was because she had pete docherty the singer on her bebo page they said she was besotted wth him and was found surrounded in pics of him which wasnt true,they made it sound like she had taken her own life.,they even printed terris picture beside a picture of pete and a story about heroin which wasnt even the drug that she had been given,the way they put it made her out to be a drug addict.which she wasnt,as if losing my perfect precious daughter wasnt enough to take..~ ♥ † ♥ ~We had to wait 8 months to legally know what killed terri but we were able to find out exactly what had happened and the places and people that she had been from her friends.The guy that she had met at the party had given her a drug something she never took,the police said they investigated but couldnt charge him with it as only one witness was willing to say he had given her it.It turned out the guy was getting the drug that killed terri on prescription but they still never took him to court.It feels now that theyve put her down as just another statistic as the newspapers put it the youngest victim of this drug in scotland and just another drug death and that no one is responsible but herself..~ ♥ † ♥ ~My terri wasnt just another statistic as if her life and her death didnt mean anything,and she would never have had this drug if she hadnt met this guy.she was a beautiful young girl with big brown eyes that you could just fall in love with,and she was just so gorgeous n cute.She grew up liking sports,playing in a football team,Celtic Girls and won trophies for it.~ ♥ † ♥ ~We used to go in town together to clothes shop and we would end up in the arcade were we would play a few games n just have some fun and laugh together.She always loved goin in town with her gran,who would buy her anythin,she loved to shop n buy new clothes,that was a favourite of hers.~ ♥ † ♥ ~She loved winnie the pooh n tigger n had loads of teddies and wee ornament of them. We would spend a lot of time tgether n sometimes get dvds and just sit in watching films, we'd buy lots of sweets n juice for it.She kept me goin and on my toes as u would never know what she would get up to next,but no matter wot ,she would always stick by me.she was very loyal to me~ ♥ † ♥ ~If she ever thought i was struggling or down she would always try n do something to cheer me up or help me.She was strong minded and quite headstrong but was also very loving.She loved animals very much,especially horses,she loved to ride them in her earlier teens.~ ♥ † ♥ ~She would still sleep with me in my bed even after she turned 13 we were so close.Tez would still get really excited at christmas,like a young child would and she always made it so special for me.~ ♥ † ♥ ~She was so very thoughtful and generous,she would come in the house with a wee gift for me just out the blue,i have so many things that she got me and so many things she made herself for me as a child,i cherish them all.A favourite of hers were the Me 2 U bears,we both loved them~ ♥ † ♥ ~.Her favourite colour was purple n lilacs,her bedrooms were usually they colours.She loved films like Ghost,Dirty dancin,Save the last dance,Ice age n Nanny Mcphee .She loved music too,akon,pete docherty,oasis n especially liked dance music.there was always music playing,now i find it hard even listening to the songs~ ♥ † ♥ ~She also could have a temper tantrum at times and we used to joke that it was terri's way or no way.~ ♥ † ♥ ~ Im so proud to have been her mum.~ ♥ † ♥ ~.Her dad passed away the year before terri n although we were apart she loved him vey much,so that affected her,but she seemed to be ok n her usual bouncy self. His first rememberance was july n we lost her in august.~ ♥ † ♥ ~Something in me died as well the day i found her and my life is no life without her.Not a day goes by that i dont miss her terribly.I know i will never get over losing terri.She was such a big part of me~and such a loving daughter♥ † ♥ ~I didnt deserve such a precious star.~ ♥ † ♥ ~Terri n her brother Graham were my life and still are.The 3 of us together were strong,stuck by each other.Now its me n graham,our family missing a most precious part~ ♥ † ♥ ~.There is so much more i could say about terri as even though she was taken from us so young,she had done so much,seen so much n met a lot of friends from different places she went~ ♥ † ♥ ~. She was taken from us too soon~ ♥ † ♥ ~.I miss her so much my heart aches and graham misses her every day too. A part of me went with her that day.~ ♥ † ♥ ~Our lives are so different now and the house is a lot quieter as you always heard terri with her chatter,her laughter n banging about,she just seemed to have a prescence about her that made her so likable~ ♥ † ♥ ~.You could never stay angry at her long, as she would just give you a loving look with her big brown eyes and cheeky smile and end up making you smile.~ ♥ † ♥ ~Its so hard without her n i miss her so much it feels like my heart has actually broken apart,i cant help but blame the guy, if terri hadnt met him she would be here today,he doesnt seem to see himself as having any responsibility and that angers me so much that it brings me to tears,i know terri wouldnt want me to carry that anger around with me and let it eat me up but i cant help feeling the way i do.I try to keep myself goin and i believe she is with me still giving me strength to get through.~ ♥ † ♥ ~ I know we will be together again one day.~ ♥ † ♥ ~ Luv n miss u baby girl.You are always in my thoughts,and always in my heart xxx. ~ ♥ † ♥ ~ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ ¸ ♥ `* ¸.•*★ ★*•.¸.•.¸ ♥•*★ ★*•.¸¸.•*★ ★*•.¸.¸ ♥ ★*•.¸. ♥
Terri's primay school and high school both held a mass in rememberance and the headmasters attended her funeral,both said terri was a bubbly,popular student that would be sadly missed. ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ Songs played at funeral. 1/Ironik,Stay wth me. 2/Basshunter,Now your gone.She loved dance music 3/Puff Daddy,Missing you.Terri listened to this all the time after her dad passed ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒღ♥ღ ◄███▓▒░░DAUGHTER░░▒▓███►♥ღ♥ღ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒღ♥ღ ◄███▓▒░░GRANDAUGHTER░░▒▓███►♥ღ♥ღ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒღ♥ღ ◄███▓▒░░SISTER░░▒▓███►♥ღ♥ღ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒღ♥ღ ◄███▓▒░░AUNTIE░░▒▓███►♥ღ♥ღ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒ
Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒღ♥ღ ◄███▓▒░░NEICE░░▒▓███►♥ღ♥ღ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨̄Ʒღ♥ღ ◄███▓▒░░COUSIN░░▒▓███►♥ღ♥ღ Ƹ̵̡Ӝ̵̨ (¯`v´¯)
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WE MISS YOU SO MUCH TEZ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★ ★*•.¸. ♥ ¸.•*★
Just for today I will try to live through the next 24 hours
and not expect to get over my child's death,
but instead learn to live with it, just one day at a time.
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Just for today I will remember my child's life, not just her death,
and bask in the comfort of all those treasured days
and moments we shared.
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Just for today I will forgive the people
who didn't help or comfort me the way I needed them to.
They truly did not know how.
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Just for today I will smile no matter how much I hurt on the inside,
for maybe if I smile a little,
my heart will soften and I will begin to heal.
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Just for today I will reach out to comfort a relative or friend of my child,
for they are hurting too,
and perhaps we can help each other.
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Just for today I will free myself from my self-inflicted burden of guilt,
for deep in my heart I know if there was anything in this world
I could of done to save my child from death,
I would have done it.
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Just for today I will honour my child's memory
by doing something with another child
because I know that would make my own child proud.
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Just for today I will offer my hand in friendship
to another bereaved parent
for I do know how they feel.
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Just for today when my heart feels like breaking,
I will stop and remember that grief is the price we pay for loving
and the only reason I hurt is because
I had the privilege of loving her so much
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Just for today I will not compare myself with others.
I am fortunate to be who I am
and have had my child for as long as I did.
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Just for today I will allow myself to be happy,
for I know that I am not deserting her by living on.
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Just for today I will accept that I did not die when my child did,
my life did go on,
and I am the only one who can make that life worthwhile once more.
by Penny Cartier -Melissa Cartier's mother
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Memories.
I lost a lot in my life
But the biggest loss was you
God took you without warning
Now i dont know what to do
I will never find another you
Because your mould was broke
You were taken away from us
Our sobs turned into chokes
If we meet again somewhere
Would be a wish come true
Until then our memories
Are all we have of you.
Copyright Sharon Wheeler
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Dear lord before i sleep tonight,
I need a few answers please,
Ive asked so many times before,
But this time im begging on my knees.
Why did you take my loved ones away,
I just need to understand,
Are they all happy up there,
Walking in your land.
Do they know who i am,
And can they still see me,
Is there really life after death,
And are they flying free.
Lord alls i want is just one hug,
just one last little kiss,
To let them know that i still care,
Dear lord thats all i wish.
Well again i have no answers,
But i will try again tomorrow,
One day you must answer me lord,
And take away my sorrow.
But for now my lord,
I lay down to sleep,
Close my eyes,
And try not to weep
Copyright Becky Tuffs 2009
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You Meant So Much
by Cassie Mitchell
You meant so much to all of us
You were special and that's no lie
You brightened up the darkest day
And the cloudiest sky
Your smile alone warmed hearts
Your laugh was like music to hear
I would give absolutely anything
To have you well and standing near
Not a second passes
When you're not on our minds
Your love we will never forget
The hurt will ease in time
Many tears I have seen and cried
They have all poured out like rain
I know that you are happy now
And no longer in any pain.
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Goodbye.
Goodbye, we will meet again
In some pastures new
Tears have fallen many time's
Since the day that we lost you
It wont be goodbye forever
It's just for a little while
So dont you go on crying tears
Turn that face into a smile
Goodbye, but never be sad
For i am here beside your side
And one day when we meet again
Those sad, sad tears will have dried.
Copyright Sharon Wheeler.
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True love never Die's
Through the windows of my eye's
I see you standing all alone
There's a tear in your eye's
I can see that you want to come home
I dont think you realize
Your now in heaven above
You look so lonely standing there
But dont worry, were here my love
As long as we can see you
Through the windows of our eye's
I promise you our sweet Angel
True love will never die.
Copyright Sharon Wheeler.
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Missing you all
Terri I'm so sorry for no having lighting candles and leaving you tributes but I know you've been watching this horrible year that I've just had. Your are never far from my thoughts hunny, I hope you have met up with Graham and Steven and no doubt helped them, I miss them so much. I'm still looking after your mum and she has been lookong after me.
I love you so much, please pass my love onto my wee bro and hubby thank you xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
FOR A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL
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MONDAY
❤ ჱܓ ❤ ♥ڿڰۣಌ May the love and beauty of your being
Forever be remembered with joyful memories,
As your tender soul rests in the garden of angels. ಌ ♥ ಌ
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TUESDAY
❤ Angel ❤ Although we cannot hold you
*✣* We will never let you go
*✣* You will be in our ❤ hearts ❤ forever
*✣* Because we love you so *✣*
WEDNESDAY
*✣* Although we cannot hold you
*✣* We will never let you go
*✣* You will be in our hearts forever
*✣* Because we love you so *✣*l
THURSDAY
**❤** Sending Kisses **❤**
Sending Love **❤**
To my Angel **❤**
In Heaven Above **❤**
FRIDAY
*❤* Your my Angel *❤*
And Its True*❤*
All my Love
*❤* Is All For You *❤*
SATURDAY
♥ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ ♥ In the hearts of those
who care you will dwell forever.
They send you their love every
day they will not forget you ever
♥ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ ♥ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ ♥
SUNDAY
♥ ♥ڿڰۣಌ ♥ ♥
The gates of heaven will open ♥
When we finally close our eyes ♥
Reunited with our beloved angels ♥
Hurt and tears will be things of the past ♥
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GOODNIGHT ANGEL
SWEET DREAMS
THINKING OF YOU ALWAYS
LOTS OF LOVE
SHARON XXX
FOR A VERY SPECIAL ANGEL
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.❦∕̆̃̃✿ For Thursday..
✿ ๑(̆̃̃ʼ' .
..❦ ∕̆̃̃♥
.. ♥(̆̃̃• ` ✿
..❦ ∕̆̃̃♥
Happy little Memories
Go flitting though my mind,
And in my thoughts and memories,
I always seem to find,
The picture of you face,
The memory of your touch,
And all the little things,
I come to love so much.
You cannot go beyond my thoughts
Or leave my love behind.
Because i keep you in my heart,
And forever on my mind!
.❦∕̆̃̃✿
✿ ๑(̆̃̃ʼ' . For Friday...
..❦ ∕̆̃̃♥
.. ♥(̆̃̃• ` ✿
..❦ ∕̆̃̃♥
I am in your tomorrow,
Therefore live for today,
Certain of finding at sunrise,
Guidance and strength for the way,
Power for each moment of heartache,
Hope for each moment of pain,
Comfort for every sorrow,
Sunshine and joy after rain.
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✿ ๑(̆̃̃ʼ' . For Saturday...
..❦ ∕̆̃̃♥
.. ♥(̆̃̃• ` ✿
..❦ ∕̆̃̃♥
Talk To Me
Like the raindrops touch the land
Like the ocean hugs the sand
Like the bird sings to be free
Talk to me.
Like the wind talks to the trees
With a soft whispering breeze
Like the sun kisses the leaves
Talk to me.
Words have the magic to ease the pain we all can feel
They're the power for the future
For the hungry eyes that burn for light to see
Talk to me.
Like the raindrops touch the land
Like the ocean hugs the sand
Like the bird sings to be free
Talk to me.
Like the wind talks to the trees
With a soft whispering breeze
Like the sun kisses the leaves
Talk to me.
.❦∕̆̃̃✿
✿ ๑(̆̃̃ʼ' . For Sunday...
..❦ ∕̆̃̃♥
.. ♥(̆̃̃• ` ✿
..❦ ∕̆̃̃♥
I look up into the night sky
and see a thousand eyes staring back.
And all around these golden beacons
I see nothing but black.
I feel a way of something beyond them
I don't see what I can feel;
If vision is the only validation
Then most of my life isn't real!
Cos if you're not really here
Then the stars don't even matter
And I'm filled to the top with fear
That it's all just a bunch of matter.
Cos if you're not really here
Then I don't wanna be either
I wanna be next to you
black and gold
black and gold
Black and Gold.
.❦∕̆̃̃✿
✿ ๑(̆̃̃ʼ' .
..❦ ∕̆̃̃♥
.. ♥(̆̃̃• ` ✿
..❦ ∕̆̃̃♥
With loving thoughts to you and your loved ones...
With love always Sharon xxx :) ♥
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ƸӜƷ Good Night Angels In Heaven ƸӜƷ
Heaven is a special place
Where all our angels dwell above,
Surrounded by a heaven choir
And Gods eternal love
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Heavens way up in the sky
Beyond the stars and moon
A place filled with peace and harmony
And beautiful flowers in bloom
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This is where our angels travelled
When they left this place we live
And just to take a peep at them
A ransom we would give
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To all our much loved angels
Now living in heaven above
I'm wishing you goodnight
And sending you all my love
copyright Ingrid Aspey 15/7/10
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Sweet dreams ~~ Love Sharon xxx
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